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“For my own part I have plenty that must be done; much connected painfully with my terrible grief; much that is calculated to force me into exertion, by the necessity of getting money to meet the inevitable expenses. Whether it were inability or inertness I cannot tell, but _Otto_ is still but little advanced. I lament this of all things _now_; I grieve over it as a fault as well as a misfortune.”